First off, I see you don't have that many followers, yet you got a lot of claps on this story, so good job as that can be difficult to do.

I think that sometimes these hippie spirituality motifs can help to narrate our lives but whether to put much stock into them or not - well I guess it's up to everyone about what they individually want to believe. Sometimes spirituality can get toxic (as well as encourage maladaptive tendencies as you mentioned).